10 months since..

This month I believe the word to describe how I am feeling now is clarity. I now have more clarity than ever before, more understanding of what’s to come, and just more desire to just really help others and listen to others.  I feel like if I can help one person and/or family by sharing my story, my precious angels, and what all I have been through, it just may make things a little easier, or at least give them hope when they feel like there is none left.

Yesterday as I was driving home from celebrating Rochelle’s first birthday, I looked up and noticed the sun was setting, and this has become one of my favorite things to look at and admire this past month. I actually notice now all of the different shades of greys, blues, pinks and whites in the clouds and the shapes and textures,  that just seem more bold than ever before.  I notice the crispness in the trees, and  all the different hues of green, orange, and and brown. Photography has definitely helped me describe my feelings through the beautiful pictures, and I love it.

My mom came up with an idea on what we should do to carry on her name, and to really help other babies that have been in her similar situation. It just makes you realize that even the most simple thing can seem to make the biggest difference to someone, especially those who have been in our shoes. I am SO excited to share what we have planned, as soon as is comes to pass. Please pray that our thoughts/ideas come true and that our hands can help just one baby in the NICU, who is right where we started, with their parents sitting and praying for hope, recovery, and healing.

I must never forget that God’s working miracles in our lives everyday and even though we cannot see them or protect them from happening,  I really want to make sure my heart and mind remain open at all times for anything good, or bad. I can’t believe just yesterday we were all together as a family celebrating, just as we would if she were here with us. In her honor, I will share some of my favorite pictures from our beautiful day.

Brielle writing in her sisters birthday card.

Brielle writing in her sisters birthday card.

SUCH a beautiful photo that could never be planned or re-created.

SUCH a beautiful photo that could never be planned or re-created.

Helping mommy with her cake!

Helping mommy with her cake!

Rochelle is 1!

Rochelle is 1!

Cake!

Cake!

Beautiful still photo of Brielle and her cousins.

Beautiful still photo of Brielle and her cousins.

My beautiful prayer before my balloon release

My beautiful prayer before my balloon release

Stunning.  Hope you love them Rochelle!

Stunning. Hope you love them Rochelle! #pinkforRochelle

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